As I round your corner, I am nervous that you won't be my lover.

Talk about pulling an Alice.
The lyrics I used at the end of my last post is the song that I now identify with the whole series. I'm just too cool for my own good.

I don't really know what to do with my life right now. I thrive for Twilight. At least the movie is coming out 3 FRIGGIN WEEKS EARLIER. Thank you, Warner Bros. I'm eternally grateful. But Summit is so much better.

Also, reality has come crashing down on me. Hard to ignore anyways, with the start of marching band and what not. I'm trying to focus on things that need to be done or things that just make me happy, no matter the circumstances. Some old interests have been ignited once again (more like one), so that helps as well.

I really wish there was a way I could combine elements from different times of my life. What I wouldn't give to go back several years and bring some of those prospects back to the present time.

It bothers me that people can change so drastically. I can't stand it.

I don't even know what I'm saying here.