I was constructed for you and you were molded for me.

I am officially a high school senior.

Nothing could've gone more perfectly. I'm going to be in all of the classes I want to be. Once I make all the necessary changes, I will have at least half of my classes with Lauren. I have at least one class with all of my closest friends, and that's excluding symphonic band. My parking spot is ideal in the sense that I'm still able to walk outside, not in the parking lot. I love driving Fitzwilliam to and from school. I thought I was going to have insane amounts of scheduling problems, but I'm in everything I need.

It's nearly infallible.

Even though it's the last "planned year" of my life (as Lauren put it), I'm not worried. I believe there is a reason for everything and that my future is already set in stone and I just don't know it. I'm going to stay in touch with the people that mean the most to me. Not only that, but I'm going to make time to see them, wherever I may go. I'm going to be happy, whatever I end up doing, and this is just the beginning.

The only problem now? I'm definitely procrastinating college stuff in a way that would make Bella Swan proud. And there's something in my eye....

Here's to my last year of high school.

As I round your corner, I am nervous that you won't be my lover.

Talk about pulling an Alice.
The lyrics I used at the end of my last post is the song that I now identify with the whole series. I'm just too cool for my own good.

I don't really know what to do with my life right now. I thrive for Twilight. At least the movie is coming out 3 FRIGGIN WEEKS EARLIER. Thank you, Warner Bros. I'm eternally grateful. But Summit is so much better.

Also, reality has come crashing down on me. Hard to ignore anyways, with the start of marching band and what not. I'm trying to focus on things that need to be done or things that just make me happy, no matter the circumstances. Some old interests have been ignited once again (more like one), so that helps as well.

I really wish there was a way I could combine elements from different times of my life. What I wouldn't give to go back several years and bring some of those prospects back to the present time.

It bothers me that people can change so drastically. I can't stand it.

I don't even know what I'm saying here.